Thursday, September 17, 2009
Grandpa; As crazy as this might sound, I never thought I'd see this day. It's only been three days, but I miss you like crazy. You were always the strongest of the family, something like the rock of our family. Seeing you suffer was one of the hardest things to ever see. Watching you cry as you told the doctors you dont wanna live on a machine, killed me; it's an image that I could never get out of my head. The only good thing about this is, you're not suffering anymore. I wish you were still here though. The holidays and cake at Penny's on Saturdays, will never be the same again without you yelling over everyone to tell your stories. The memories I have with you, I will always cherish, especially watching you dance on the Atlantic City Boardwalk with Aunt Kathy and Mary to some old song. I'm not ready to say goodbye and I doubt I will ever be ready, so I'll say "see you later" I love you and miss you! -Bre
